Arts & Culture

Saving Face

Johanna Orozco-Fraser's tale of redemption raises awareness from the Cleveland Public Theatre stage.

by James Bigley II | Apr. 17, 2015 | 4:00 AM

After more than a dozen surgeries, Johanna Orozco-Fraser is hardly recognizable. Six inches of the Cleveland native's fibula have been used in the reconstruction of her jaw. She's had several skin grafts and laser treatments to smooth the scars on her face.
 
In March, eight years after her ex-boyfriend, Juan Ruiz, shot her in the face, she traveled to Los Angeles for more reconstruction — a lip lift and widening of her left nostril to help her breathe.
 
"Juan was sentenced to 27 years in prison, but I've been given a life sentence," she says.
 
Though Orozco-Fraser is now a wife and a mother of a 2-year-old son named Malcolm, she's still working through recovery. Her story takes on new life in Johanna: Facing Forward, playwright and director Tlaloc Rivas' production inspired by the award-winning Plain Dealer series written by Rachel Dissell. The performance makes its world premiere from May 28 to June 13 at Cleveland Public Theatre.
 
"I always called myself a monster," says Orozco-Fraser. "I always asked myself, 'Who's going to love me?'"

The 26-year-old, who now lives on the Ramstein Air Force Base in Germany where her husband is stationed, has been working closely with Rivas and Dissell on the script for the new play that revives demons from her past.

"I know it's going to be really tough," she says, noting that the play forces her to confront painful moments such as Ruiz sexually assaulting her while holding a knife to her throat.

"The whole purpose behind it is to raise awareness and to help people," she adds. "That's what keeps me going."

On the eve of her surgery in LA — exactly eight years to the day after her attack — she had a nightmare that began with Ruiz finding her hiding in her grandparents' basement and ended with the discovery of the phrase, "You will forever be mine" scrawled in Spanish on a wall.

"They're not as bad or as frequent as they used to be, but they feel so real," she says. "There are nights when I just dream about him attacking me."

Although Orozco-Fraser still suffers, she's turned her tragedy into her life's work, traveling to teen summits and high schools to advocate against teen domestic violence. In April, she took on a new series of seminars at military bases throughout Europe. Before the end of the year, she hopes to return to LA for a final surgery where doctors will round out her jaw.

"I'm counting the days for that to come and to continue to be able to move forward," she says. "The journey was very hard and very challenging, but now I am a very confident person. I know I'm beautiful. I don't see the scars like everyone else sees them."
 

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